The wonderful world of ME!

Okay, so my last LJ entry said... "Leaving for england in 30 minutes" that was written on July 25th! WELL... I'm leaving for england again, so.. MERRY X-MAS, Hanukkah, Kwanz, etc... and of course, a Happy New Year!

Speak to you all soon...

Britt

leaving england in 30 minutes... so much to think about... :) see you all soon..
b

not impressed with my cousin and his insane antics! just had one of the most intense and ridiculous evenings of my life! my cousin, the favorite one, was walking home to meet us after a really fun night out at the pub, when he suddenly ran in the house, grabbed a huge fucking sword (YES, I SAID SWORD) and ran back out of the house! of course, i flipped, hating violence and all, and so i left!
i just walked out of the house, down the street by myself. which i know i am not allowed to do! bad street! there were some wierdo guys at the corner, thus i had to turn around and go back to his place... when i walked up the stair i heard his finance yell, "it's brittany, put that down" he was grabbing the sword again! needlesstosay, he was all pissed off yelling about the guy that he just fucked with, and said " he will never "skin up" again..." meaning, never use his fingers again... then he said, "and i'll get the rest of his hand next time!"
okay, so my cousin went mental, and i flipped out... so, he got even more upset that i was crying, so he said he was sorry to me... i told him it was alright, but i just didn't understand vilence like that. AND THEN, he had a go at me for not understanding where he was coming from! ARE YOU KIDDING?!?!?! I DON'T UNDERSTAND HATEFUL PEOPLE, WHO DOESN'T!?!?! THEY ARE EVERYWHERE! he asked me what i would have done in a situation like that, and I said that i would have ignored them and walked away from the situation.... then he said this.. AND I AM NOT KIDDING, MY FAVORITE COUSIN!!!!

"OKAY BRITT, I'LL REMEMBER THAT... NEXT TIME, I'LL JUST STAND THERE AND LET THEM KILL ME, AND NEXT TIME YOU COME OVER, YOU CAN COME VISIT TERRY, TINA, AND SIMON!"

WHAT!!!!
WHAT????
WHAT!!!!

are you serious this was said!?!?! i am so freaking upset i can't even think straight... simon wasn't here when i got home so i called him, kinda needing someone to bounce a thought off, and he said, a close quote... "well, they don't call him choas for nothing... you need to get some kip (sleep)"

AGAIN... WHAT!?!?! I need to get some sleep? now, i know I didn't cry on the phone to simon, but... he couldnt say anything else? like, shit man, are you alright? are you sure you're alright??? etc..etc..etc... then again, i can't get tooo upset, he probably was stoned out of his head!! jiminy!


things here are madness... i had a great night, but yeah... madness! must get to bed i guess and get some "kip", says simon.... i think for once, i wanna come home! :( (tears)

i'll catch you all in a few days!

xxxx
me

the taxi driver who took my crying ass home, knows my dad! WHAT!!!! hehehehe that made me smile quite big! so funny! i think his ame was gavin! hahaha old man, very nice though!

okay, night

Well...  I am once again in England hanging out with the lovely folks on this side of the world!  Things here are, in two words, fun and annoying!  hahaha    oh well!  i hope everything is going well with all in the state of cali, and i'll be home in about 10 days or so...

I need to be teaching again.. being with kids kept my mind very busy and off the trivial bologna that is really there!   I cannot stand some peeps, hahahaha. HARSH, but hey!   WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST "TALK" NORMALLY AND GET THINGS OFF THEIR CHESTS WHEN IT IS ON THEIR MINDS!?!?! living without speaking whats on the mind is dishonest really!

BAH! I'm such a hypocrite! JIMINY!

love you all,

brittany

my life is a complete mess... i just need the 2 E's!!! Erasure and Escaping!

FUCK

Current Mood: worried

I am going to england again! Hurrah! I leave on the 4th of July! I am so excited! It will be soooooo much fun! Yeah!


That's my update! DONE!

So, I was sitting in my car this afternoon thinking about things that are happening in the next few weeks, and I started to get a little sad. (BTW, everyone else says too, I hate putting up posts like this, but....   cest la vie, it's going up)

I am really disappointed in my friends... I mean, I know we all have shitty schedules where no one can see anyone else, due to work, school, life.. I GET IT! But......   to continuously call your buddies and give up on leaving a message because there is nothing to say, but I miss you, and need to talk to you... blah blah blah bologna....  I KNOW, some of it is my fault too, I have been busy a lot lately as well, but the effort is there..

And I am not complaining about everyone, so I apologize if this is upsetting to any of you, but... to be honest I am over trying to get in touch with people, and failing...  I'm around if ya need to get a hold of me.. And that's that...

Current Mood: disappointed
Current Music: doheny days tunes from the beach

(X) snuck out of the house
( ) gotten lost in your city
(X) saw a shooting star
(X) been to any other countries besides the united states
(X) had a serious surgery
(X) gone out in public in your pajamas
(x) kissed a stranger
(X) hugged a stranger
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
(X) done drugs
(X) had alcohol
(X) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
(X) made out in an elevator
(X) swore at your parents
( ) kicked a guy where it hurts
(X) been in love
(X) been close to love
(X) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
(X) broken a bone
(X) been high
(X) skinny-dipped
(X) skipped school
(x) flashed someone
(X) saw a therapist
(x) done the splits
(X) played spin the bottle
( ) gotten stitches
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(X) bitten someone
( ) been to Niagara Falls
(X) gotten the chicken pox
(X) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
(X) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(X) ridden in a taxi
(X) been dumped
(x) shoplifted on accident
( ) been fired
(x) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(X) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(x) stole something from your job
( ) gone on a blind date
(X) lied to a friend
(X) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(X) been to Europe
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
(X) saw someone die
( ) been to Africa
(X) Driven over 400 miles in one day
(X) Been to Canada
(X) Been to Mexico
(X) Been on a plane
(X) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(X) Thrown up in a bar
(X) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(X) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been snowboarding
( ) Met someone in person from the internet
(X) Been moshing at a rock show
(X) Been to a moto cross show
( ) lost a child
(X) gone to college
(x) graduated college
(X) done hard drugs
(n/c) tried killing yourself (WHAT KIND OF A QUESTION IS THIS???)
(X) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now..

good morning all.... well, after a crazy night out.. although quite fun, i have a huge black eye and a swollen cheek!

WHAT?!?!?!

insanity at the club!

i am ok though, missing y'all

see you sooooooon
blit

hello hello..

things here are still cool... quite mellow now that simon is on night's for the whole week.. hehehe will be going out this evening for a bit i think... had a nice day with "cousin" tina today, bottle of wine and a snooze on the couch with sun streaming in the window! that's about it... :-)

hope all is cool, see y'all soon

brit the brit

hiya from uk... sitting at table with simon so i cant write what i really want to... :) just kidding!
things here are cooooolio.. seeing vix tomorrow, could be wonderful! will be wonderful! kel should be here soon...

jill, you are the only person who has any idea what i ever write about whilst over here...

oh well!

b-dawgy-style (litterally)
WHAT!?!?!?!?!

hello from good ole england... today (easter) was chilly, but other than that, it has been warmer here than in dana point! what??? i wore a tank top, and got a nice tan in the grass at the cathedral! i know! wierd...

hope all is good, keep me posted on the things going on back home loves, i'll keep yea posted with here...

b

off to england for 2 weeks! see ya all soooooooooon! i'll be back the 10th!

xxxxxxxxxxxx

keep the messages and e-mails coming!

KELLY, i'm takin the number, but i am prolly going to ust e-mail you my info when i get there!


peace out
b

so.... i went out tongiht for a few horus, and looked hot, which was a nice changed to the drab i have been dealing with the past couple of days... anyway... chilled, and hung with a buddy...

talked to best friend today, feel like i never see her, sucks to be two professionals, right?!?! word on the street is, a friend of mine is mad at me for pointing out that he called another friend of mine 10 times to hang out, and sent me an im quoting a white rap-star.... (which, btw... made no sense) anyway, interesting news... oh well... if you are reading this, and i know you are.... sorry dude- but you did call her 10 times to chill, and sent me a rap quote... strange you had to tell her you were mad and not just talk to me... but, i apologize, and it is now passed!

:) i am going to uk in 19 days!!! HURRAH!!! TO RUN FROM WORK FOR A WHILE WILL BE UTTER BLISS!

hope they can deal.... who am i kidding, they wont even know that i am gone! RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT!
hahahahahahaha (remember, the teacher I work for doesnt use the computer!!!)


STRANGE1, but gotta LOVE it!

Going to bed!!! Wierd wierd circumstances ALL AROUDN!

Sloppy Kisses

So.... Oscar Night has been kinda a boring one, but the awards were good I guess.... but, I was sitting tehre listening to all these English accents on EVERYONE! There are sooooo many Mainstream actors/technical peeps from the grand ole UK, I couldn't stop thinking about my trip in like 25 days or so!!! Like always, I am a bit hesitant, it is always an emotional rollercoaster getting tehre, ahnging there, and elaving there-- but hey, right?!?!?! hehehe, it's not even because of anything specific, it is just really difficult to throw yourself into something you LOVE so much, and an atmosphere that makes you so happy, surrounded by people whom are so special, and then try to eat it up so quickly, and right around the corner is yoru flight home. Even the "shittiest" of trips have been life changing, and I have never come home from england, that I havn't leanred something extremely important about myself... Alas, I am still hesitant, but this time I am making sure that everything is just as kick-back, non-dramatic, lots of love & cuddles, family time, some great girls nights, and of course partying!!! I need to escape OC for a short time, and just do it!! You know??? :0)

Hehehehe, I think this is a silly entrey, but one of those-- getting it off my chest... Thank you Therapist Live Journal!

To all whom read....
my love

~B

i hate opening journals with, "well, i havnt updated in a while, so..." thus, i will change things up...


You all have missed me i am guessing? right? anyway, ice breaker out of the way...

i havn't updated in a while, so... i thought i would giev a few notes on my life...



-i work far too much, in general
-my "friends" from the cuty of angels do not call, ever really, to say hello... and i know , not the biggest deal, but... i text, i call, i text, and nothing... oh well, yuo know what is to be said about that, riiiiiiiiiiiiight!
-i wanna go to england for spring break, and the biggest thing holding me back, is not that it iwll be hard finding a sub (i already found one!) but, i am afraid that they will "deep down", not be pleased that i am leaving for an entire week, and leaving my retarded teacher, alone! bah!
-i am missing things a lot lately, and getting lonely; which is a feeling that i have not had for a while now, so i am a bit rusty on how to deal...... BUT, on a brighter note, when do i get the chance to go out with people, new and old, i have a good time- but something is always on the mind...


yuo ever feel like you are just distant, and you cant explain why?


HAHAHA, i'm a freak, i know...

it is not even 10, my entire family is locked away in our respective rooms, after a short evening of a lovely argument, not even a big one, we are all just tooo fucking exhausted to deal, so we took off... it is sad when you are even disinterested in FIGHTING! i usually LOVE the occassional "good fight" or healthy fight, if you will



peace out bitches,
b-dawg

p.s. i agree with kel on the whole fat girl/fat guy, american idol issue... but, i do still lOVE it!

Well... quick update prior to lift off!

Work is quite crazy, but at the moment I am getting ready to leave for NYC with mommy, val, and lyss! I think we are going to have a blast, a long girls weekend!

hehe
:-)

anyway, much love to each and every one of you, and will be seeing y'all soooooon!


mushy kisses
bilf

Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night!